Just me

Recently anytime I have sat down to write a post my mind has gone straight to What would a blogger say? Which totally defeats the purpose of this whole blog. This is supposed to me uncut. But it is turning out to be an extremely forced blog. So I am declaring a fresh start! I will no longer feel obligated to blog, instead I will love it.
     I just finished going through a closest raid. This happens occasionally with my clothes, mostly when I get bored. I pull out all kinds of different clothes and just start building outfits. That way I can bottle all the spunkiness I have then and save it for later when I need outfits to go out in. I'm trying to figure out what I want to wear to lollapalooza. I have to keep in mind; comfort, coolness(as in the temperature), and of course the cuteness factor! I have one top that is white, rather see-through, high low; that I decided on. The shirt sounds odd but trust me it pretty freakin cute. My delimia with the shirt is that I don't want to wear a bandeau because then I have to wear a strapless bra and that just makes for a long uncomfortable day. So one idea was to wear a bikini top under it or just a black bra. I am going need some advice my bestest friend edible. My brother is going to be there friday with a bunch of his friends which I'm cool with and I know it shouldn't influence my outfit factor but it does. I always feel like I have to be someone different around him. I like really really look up to him, so I don't know if I subconsciously feel like I have to be the perfect girl around him. Which is stupid but I don't know how to shake it. I almost feel like he is always judging me, but I really don't think he is. Maybe I am judging myself and starring at my own flaws because I know that I am not as cool as his friends. Well after that little mental therapy session, I will move on.
     Those little plastic tubes that are little eyewear repair kits are the bomb diggity. They are essential for sunglass repairs. I have used mine countless times. Such an inexpensive fix for your favorite sun glasses. My second small little tidbit is the song The Walk by Mayer Hawthorne ft. Rizzle Kicks. It is fabulous, very funny with a catching tune. I've been listening to it on repeat the whole time I have been writing.
      I made the apple pie and scones today. The apple pie was decent, the crust was perfection! But the filling was just so-so. Maybe if it would have been accompanied with some ice-cream it would have made it a bit better. Honestly though who has ever had a bad piece of pie? The scones I haven't actually baked yet, instead they are chilling in the freezer. I'm going to bake them on thursday so that they will be all nice and fresh for Lollapalooza. Tomorrow (or actually today) I'm making gumbo and baguettes. So that should be very yummy. I hope that I have enough time for the baguettes tomorrow, because I have a whole slew of doctors appointments.
       Nightie Night,
            ~Sara